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I don't believe in love Maybe once I did when I was young and naïve And I would watch all those princess movies that only gave false hope I used to lie awake at night thinking love is truly the only magic we hold And that it can fix anything and everything But if that's true then why am I alone? With no family and no home Nothing to call my own If my father loved me he would not have left after I begged him to stay My mother would not have swallowed those pills if she believed she had something to live for They easily left me all alone in the world without a care or a thought They never even really taught me how to love So

Hot tears  runs down my cheeks every night But you know what? I'm done blaming myself How could I have known entrusting you with my heart Would have been  dangerous? But you  held on it tight for some time protecting it with your life But that act of love was just fake If you had cared, had any idea how much my love was worth You would not have broken my heart Shredding it into unrecognizable pieces And honestly I do not know how I would ever put it back together So I just hold on to those pieces Those bits of my broken heart That will forever represent all you have done to me And that fire inside of me that you never had n